Abyss

Pangti

One of those days when what you speak, what you hear and what you do is misunderstood and when all your attempts to clarify fails,then the books are the ocean one likes to sink into Its then you realize that you pick those that your current situation so well gets synced with what you holding on to between your palms.The guilt of hurting the feelings of someone you care, totally unintentionally in spite of the fact that its all about their wrong judgement doesn’t make it easier either with sleepless night mulling over what and why something happened

As I flip through Alysha Speer and her following lines, the words seemed to echo from my own heart

Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do. Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss. But that’s why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us. Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest. A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all. And that’s why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living.

Sailing in the memories of sitting besides the Jalsamand Lake on a full moon wintry night, gazing into the still water , enjoying each other’s silence with few nocturnal bird calls for company….Silence was truly beautiful those days …and missing them so so much now…

Little words, hurts big !

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Words spoken and written , by whom , how , when and why always has relevance.And these days, I am finding myself affected by words communicated, with context and sometimes without context. The bad habit of analyzing everything makes it more difficult to cope up with the effect it leaves on the heart and mind.Expectations from people who matter never mattered because, one never expected anything. Yet, sometimes, the thoughts flow from one’s mind and not from the usual stupid heart. And then the maths of it all reveals or rather makes you wonder, are my deeds worth it at all? Hence, as they say, ignorance is bliss, so is being stupid !!

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